Fasting Plan.

So, I would love to share my fasting plans for the next two weeks, I thought this would keep me motivated and give me something to look forward to. So for the next two weeks, from May 9 til May 20, I am going to do this simple little fast. It will go on like this: two days of liquid fast (tea, coffee and water only), one day of a small treat (most likely an apple or a kiwi if I must) and liquids. I have never done this before and I hope this will do me some good. I absolutely have to lose more for my prom on May 21 and further, and I hope this will be a good start.

Until then, I wish myself good luck.
Peace love skinny

Hello, world!

So, hello, world. I am not sure if anyone is going to get to read this, but I thought I'd say hi anyway. So, I am a girl, 16 years young and I am trying to lose weight. This problem has been a second me for as long as I can remember, and I have every ED there is.
I am desperately scared of mirrors.
I am slowly coming to being afraid of going outside, just because I am too ugly and I hate those judging looks of girls who look much prettier than me.
I hate trying on clothes - it seems like everything looks gross on me.

Unlike most people with ED's, I am not suffering from self-loathing and an urge to commit suicide - or, at least, not today really. I do understand that beauty is found within and I do know how to embrace the inner beauty I have inside, but other than that, I am striving for beauty outside, too. I want to feel that beauty again, when I look in the mirror and like what I am seeing. I am too sick and tired of having to shun mirrors.

So here in this blog, I commit to post whatever comes to my mind - thoughts, feelings, emotions, ups and downs, little and bigger failures and successes.
Hello, world!